Well let me began with Merry Christmas to all those who I haven't seen in forever, those who I soon will soon see and to all of you who read my ramblings here on my little blogs I have had I feel the most amazing, stressful, growing and learning what really is important in life year of my life. It's amazing that we have elected a new President, Escorting is a dinner conversation, TV show, or some poor girl on a Talk Show, and can we forget on the Front Page of the New York Times on how a Call Girl single handily took down a Governor and still the Economy it tanked and The Big Three they may not survive. Wow I thought I had problems. As we all know I Love Music and a few weeks ago I went to California. On this trip I put in a CD that I had bought almost a month earlier and had never listened too it was one of the best CD's I had heard in awhile and soon I was inspired again. Yet still it has taken me a Month to finally express myself about what has been happening and all the amazing changes I have embarked on. Yet this song kept playing in the back of my head and also in my car a lot. I went home went home one night and decided to go to Yahoo Music and watch the video who knew why until I heard these words that were not on the CD version soooo here they are.
Life is an interesting Journey.
You never know where it will take you.
Peaks and Valleys, Twist and Turns, You can get the surprise of your life.
Sometimes on the way to where you are going, you might think this is the worst time of my life.
But you know what at the end of that road, through all the adversity?
If you can get where you want to be.
You remember whatever don't kill you make you stronger.
And all that adversity was worth it.
On your way to the top you'll do anything
But how do you get your life back when you get there?
Yeah that's my dilemma
T.I. -2008 Paper Trails Live Your Life
So I sat down and thought about these specific words. For a long time, a long time ago I thought I was at the Top of My Game and in some ways I was young and naive. I believed in people who I should have not believed in but worst of all I gave up on me. And the all the sudden I realized what I was becoming and it showed in my reviews it showed up when I was spending time with people. And I decided why not get to the Top not that I think there is a top in this industry I think what I am saying is Life. What an amazing opportunity we have Life and oh How we forget how amazing it is. That is until we see a Tragedy, or someone who we truly loved goes to Hospital on a Monday and dies the same Friday, or when a child is born oh I am sure I could go on. Yet truthfully I am grateful to be sitting here writing to all of you. Two weeks ago I was driving to Montana and well I hit Black Ice and was hit by a Semi and I walked away from the accident which honestly how many people survive. I was lucky enough to get home the sad thing is no more cute soccer wagon anymore. Yet those things can be replaced but can life be replaced no people don't come back once they pass but I think they remain in our spirit and souls. I will end this with the video to this song because at the end of the day I want you all just to live your lives. I thank each of you who have spent the time reading this and I hope we can meet and enjoy our time together.
Happy Chanuka, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy New Year and too what ever you believe will you be filled with Happiness in 2009
