What do I say, how do I put it? Alot has been going on in my personal life that I think may have spilled over into my experiences with more than a few. I have been flakey and inconsistant which is selfish on my part.The past year alot has happenedand I've changed and have became a bit more private. I have had alot more exposurein my personal life than I have cared to recieve. People thinking they can ask things thatare not anybodies buissness, except mine and the walls I tell. So I shut down didnt advertise did alot of self evaluation. Finding myself and if and why did I continue to escort and if I evenhad the passion to continue to do it. And so many factors I was angrey, stressed and felt that people had exploited me by writing things about me after I had shared making myself vurnrable sometimes to a point where I shut down. I wasnt able to provide the services in a way I felt was right and the way people deserved to be treated. I had given up on myself and let my critics dancein their Victory. I felt defeated I had gone thru trials, and loss, and sometimes public humiliation. I had had enough, I couldnt take it. Some may think that telling the truth made me a snitch and all the sudden things started to pop up so I hid to protect those I Love. Some may think that I betrayed them by saying things that were the truth. I realize that this is not my forever carreer and that the endis drawing near when that is I dont know. I know that I have been loyal and honest and have neverhad the intention to hurt anyone or destroy anyones life. So I thought about it, Why was it okay that people could continue hurt and destroy mine? So if you have questions ask them but  sometimes I might not respond to them but I will try to be fair and give you a response to the best of my ability. I want people to be able to relax and have a good time and feel the same. I have changed alot and will be getting more recent photos up. I know the new email thing is inconvient and its easier to set something up if there is an actual number. I just ask that if you review me please dont put my number in the review. I need some level of discretion as do you also. I want to enjoy the rest of my experiences with people at a bit more private level. I think this is the most honest interpertation of who I am and what I am about.I dont have a need for drama or whatever comes with that. I want to continue to be happy spending time with people that are worth spending time with.There are some amazing girls out there and I feel honored to be among them. Others not so much treat people how you want to be treated and you'll attract more bees with honey. Being cruel to others what do you have to gain? Words and Actions hurt be gentle with them so you arent hurt. Don't be reckless with others they will be reckless with you. Be honest and you will get honesty in return.