Now I am not claming to be perfect...... I must say that if you have tried to email me or call me since ten tonight what a day what a day..... It amazes me when somebody who you think is your friend offers to help and maybe you have some history with them it never works for the best or even to your advantage... I find it simpley amazing the lengths that people will go to get attention.... I look at it this way if you want or need my attention just ask usually I will try my best to give it too you but if you are acting out I dont play that game anymore...It seems as though people who really know me know that I really put my heart and soal into everything that I do. I really never have the intention of screwing  anyone over but I guess sometimes things just don't turn out.... Its been a rough night and I hope that today Friday brings a better day with some new friends and maybe some old ones will show up too just rambiling my thoughts.

xoxoxoxox

nikki