I have done a lot of thinking in the past couple of days and feel as though things have gotten crazy. I have come to realize I have a million thoughts about so many things. I am amazed that after eight years in this industry!!!! Some good, some weird and some crazy, crazy times. I will give the history to all of those who don't know me but it is easier to understand my thoughts... And it is kinda funny. I have met some crazy folks during this wild ride but no regrets!!!!! A lot of people ask me don't you regret the way your life is to that I say no every lesson learned has been worth it and I loooooove to learn the hard way.....I started as a stripper what seems a lifetime ago but really was only eight years ago. Can I say TOMBOY I started at Southern X crazy times and ohhhhhhh how I sucked when I first started thought stripping was all about dancing like I did in the club. I just didn't get it guys don't come to Gentlemen Clubs for a girl who dances at the bar but someone who is lulling them into a fantasy, a dream where I learned that was my days at Northern on Beck and in Ogden . Off to the Million Dollar need I say I really didn't fit in there that was for sure sooooooo off we went to Las Vegas doing big things we thought but maybe just surviving being crazy strippers and thinking we were gods gift to Las Vegas. Amazing how the mighty fall, so became the nights a the Hard Rock ( You will still find me sitting at a black jack table at the hard rock gettin crazy). Ironically that's when I was a dancer gettin crazy at the Crazy Horse fun times. I decided to move back home where I was convinced by my friend that escorting was where it was at..... Learned a lot and I mean a lot. I worked for two large agencies in the my hometown where I guess I learned that although you can rip people off and not treat them so great you end up being angry and bitter. One year ago in June was when I finally got fed up, fed up with being told how to do my job by someone who was making what I consider a large some of money for the work you doing. I have been amazed even at my progression in that matter from newspaper, to the world wide web and now off and running with my new website. I will be taking a new round of pictures in a few weeks and changing my site. I will began a tour and am excited about that. I have been hiding afraid to just let go and fly. I would just like you all to know that sometimes I don't get to all my emails I try!!!! Sometimes I don't return a call please understand that I really feel bad when I don't but give me at least 24 hours to get back to you. I hope this at least helps. I guess what I am saying is I have grown up and am happy I am in control driving my own car on the racetrack of life. I hope I continue to make new friends and get to revisit with old ones too. I would like to say thanks to all of you out there who have been so great to me and look forward to more good times......