Reality TV ohhhhh how I wish. I am not trying to be vain or even crazy but if I could have a TV crew for one day and reflect upon myself after. I think it would be hilarious I am sure you all would laugh because I know I would especially if I feel the world is doing me an injustice or I don't agree with a review. So today I came home clicked the DVR and I am amazed every silly reality show I watch just to name a few AE'S Family Jewels about Gene Simmons I laugh so hard, E News on the E Channel, Flava of Love and why because I am nosy and curious but I was driving on the freeway tonight I saw the sunset and to be quite honest I have never watched one before and as it did one of my favorite songs by Jewel came on the radio. I guess it was a moment I know it sounds Corney but ask anybody who I talked to last night I don't think that anything could have put me in bad mood., I felt jubilant and grateful. Yet one of my favorite shows ended last night. I love men they are curious creatures diabolical in a way and yet needing to be vulnerable. But then why do that we ask in that corner of our minds its weird how it is scary to just let it hang out emotion is a crazy thing. I guess I was filled nostalgia. I have been doing this awhile now and as I get older it is almost like a fine wine take it as your own interpretation or bring it up in conversation. God knows I love to talk sometimes maybe too much but I have so many ideas and so many thoughts and so much I think people should know. I hate a lot of things no doubt but I love so much I guess it's the Italian being dispensed. Passion that is the theme of the week it drives me and I think sometimes I forget that but it's a thirst and a joy and I am going to try to let it flow a Passion For Life........