Tonight was one of the biggest nights in Music I find music to inspire me, all types of music . For my Birthday I received two CD's from some special friends a blend of South African Hip Hop something I am so lucky to be exposed too and U2 I don't always listen to U2 but the intention of a good friend was to get me over a hurdle. I have said many times that I can find a song for any moment. So tonight I was watching the Grammy's and The Dixie Chicks came out sang their amazing song. I have been angry along time about a person who said they were a friend and she has her own agenda. I decided to put these lyrics in this blog because I have been angry so long and unable to forgive tonight somebody amazing taught me that life is too short to hold on to stuff and so here is to the end of a friendship, the anger of the friendship and that you can grow and as hard as it is to forgive it takes character I have said a million mean and angry things about this person and to quote her "Only God Can Judge Me" she's right. So I found the song that puts it into perspective and I hope that maybe it will help you all out there the way it helped me. I appreciate all those who take the time to read these and to all of those who lift me up and continue to support my cause. I am going to back to College and although I will be working still its time to finish what I started. Life takes unexpected turns lessons I guess but I just wanna Thank Everyone Who Takes there time to come see me and its an honor to be able to make some pretty cool friends along the way....So here are the lyrics and I hope you finally understand with where I stand with you. You hurt me and made me the escort I am today thanks for pushing me and making it extremely hard I can finally let it go in peace I hope that you change for the reasons you should. Thanks for letting this be my odd open forum you Guys Rock.........
Dixie Chicks
Not Ready To Make Nice
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm Still waiting
I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left me to figure out
Ive paid the price
And Ill keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probaley wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I Kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm Still waiting