What an amazing month this has been!!!!!!! New life, new goals and some disappointments along the way.... My last blog spoke of forgiveness wow has that ever been tested. I think I came out a new and improved person it as though I have been attracting the most amazing people since the night I wrote those last words. There have been bumps and probably big ones I never expected. The school thing is progressing I am in the process of trying new and exciting things no worries though I will keep on the freedom fighting. What a unique place Utah has become in the past month and a half since I wrote my last blog the news has been chalk full of crazy things happening Anna Nicole and all the silliness surrounding that and the Oscars how amazing is Ellen she makes me laugh. And could we forget Britney shaving her head. I don't know what to think or if I really even care. I have been inspired I don't want to explain how or even why. Maybe because I found a reason to believe that who I am is Amazing, Sexy, Fun, and Smart sometimes even a little Crazy. Yet I believe at some level we are all just reaching out to one another may it we pass each other on the sidewalk and we give each other that knowing wink, or we help somebody just to help not for the accolade just because it feels good. Or you just forgive somebody because its time to let it go and when you do you float, and people who never in a million years you think you would meet you might run into and for a brief moment you connect and become friends. I said no more drama this year and it has been chalk full of it but it has been the best year thus far of my life and the Dirty Thirties are going to be dirty but full of fun too. I am beginning to tour again and excited to begin a new journey as sooon as May begins, I will be starting school so it will be shorter visits to my favorite places but I think it will be time well spent. I promise more too come this is only the beginning but I am excited about what I am doing..... Hope to see you sooon....... This is just a quote I came across on a show that when I was the most scared I think I have ever been this is what helped me too the top.

"At the end of a day like this a day when so many prayers are answered and so many aren't. We take our miracles where we find them we reach across the gap and sometimes against all odds against all logic we touch."

Xoxoxoxo

Nikki