As I sit and look for the words to write I can't find them, I am blank and it as though my whole canvas is being reshaped. I would love to be running into Van Gough's Starry Starry Night or be Degas Ballerina, wouldn't it be fun to be Picasso's or Warhol's Muse. Gordon Parks what an amazing man. I can say that one of my favorite places in the World and yes I said World is the Getty Museum in Los Angles what an amazing place. It's where temptation meets wealth and well don't they go hand and hand sometimes. The Getty has the most amazing views from any angle you are at and on a clear day, amazing. Anyone who knows me well knows my need for the light of the Sun its as though you are being kissed by it on the grounds of the Museum I went with one of my dearest friends although we are complete opposites we are so alike in so many ways. But enough on that topic , its amazing that one day you are living your life and the next day your world changes just by circumstance and soon I will be coming on Ten Years in this biz not just escorting but I was a dancer too. I have been reading all the boards looking at the others postings, reading reviews. The Cattiness that this business breeds is amazing and I am not saying I am above it. I have been involved in fact there were times when I relished in it and thought it was fun. No Thank You not anymore, I have made some amazing friends throughout this long road and well I have met a few jerks too but that's life. I Am so sick of the Negativity that surrounds this business so unite I say. Realistically I sound like a peace loving hippy and well maybe I am but I am making a change no more Cattiness it is never attractive or nice or even attractive. So for those who read my silly blogs and enjoy them Thanks I hope that they make you laugh. Anybody who reads this just be kind to those you meet you never know what kind of impact you will have on someone maybe like an oasis in the desert........... Or that Ballerina or Even that one Starry Night or even a Self Portrait without an ear. Or maybe is it just sitting on that Beach, Porch, and River Front or wherever you find your solace. I know soon I will be in that Starry Night in Montana where I will kick off the first of my tour and I will tell you all this is a Self Portrait just watch it unfold as it begins. So I say to all the Ladies out there who work this job Congrats and you are appreciated may not be everyone but its appreciated!!!! Reacting that's usually what people expect I say go play in their sand box with them it may just be fun and you might enjoy your time. Look forward, the Drama it lasts about thirty minutes and than its wasted energy and that's something that you cant get back is time so quit wasting it and make it worthwhile and just reach out you maybe pleasantly surprised what you find............